A New World
I am at a place where I do not feel slapped, but I am visited.
I am going back there to learn more.
I leave the outside world.
I leave the physical world.
I close my eyes.
I go through the Dark and thinking with the help of breathing.
Then I get off the horse.
I am home.
At the middle and bottom of the nostrils.
I am exercising:
Nobody other than me can make me move.
I spot visitors in different places.
On my legs, face, etc.
With different intensity and duration.
I readjust my body sometimes.
So I am moved by them.
I resist them as much as I can.
In which cases am I?
I am not so different from them.
I also use a location, my tiny home.
For different duration and intensity.
I do not feel so threatened by them.
This is a new world.
After thinking and breathing.
I am getting to know a different world.
I apply the three slaps here:
Sensations are a natural part of the body.
That is case 1.
I do not know how or why they appear.
I do not know how long they will stay.
I do not know where they will appear.
That is case 2.
Do they ask me to slap myself?
If I move by itching, adjusting, twitching…
If I voluntarily leave my tiny home because of them,
That is a slap on my face.
They become “other than me” who make me move.
But I can resist some of them.
Some of them are gentle.
They invite me to slap myself.
I have 3 different worlds around my tiny house:
Thinking, breathing, and sensing.
I am stable enough.
I can announce:
I am in that tiny home where:
nobody other than me can make me move.
But I do not move myself either.
That is half of my story.
I am opening my eyes, again.