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I have a family. I have more money than I need. I have the best possible form for a 30-year-old healthy person. I have all the time in the world. I have internet-devices providing all kinds of entertainment. I have access to all kinds of delicious food to stuff myself. I have access to all kinds of alcohol and drugs to numb myself. I have an ID card that lets me live in a peaceful society. I have a car in front of my place that can take me to all kinds of beautiful places. I have friends, with who I can hang out, go around, hug, cuddle and do other stuff. I have a job, with which I can get frustrated, get creative, and get challenged. I have some level of self-love and some level of life-acceptance. I have all kinds of spiritual, physical, creative, recreational activities. I have people to help and care about. I have faith in something. I have all kinds of colorful feelings, bright and dark ones. I have gratitude for small and big things. I have plans and dreams. One more thing I have, a huge dark space. ...

I want to change the world! ...

I see a star in the most beautiful blue sky. I wouldn’t want to be selfish, and keep it to myself. Naturally, I would like to share with other people. I make an attempt at showing it to them. They do not see it. I will give it another try. No, they do not see it. I am puzzled. What’s going on? Let’s take a journey in a dark sky and see how much fuel we can consume, if we ever reach a destination. ...

What does a mountain do? Stays still. What does a river do? Flows. Would it be possible to confuse a mountain with a river? Would it make any sense to treat a river as a mountain? How much of an effort would it be to ask a mountain to flow like a river? How much of an effort would it be to ask a river to stay still like a mountain? ...