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time

Thu, 01 Jan 2026 09:00:00 +0000

time is becoming.

time is unbeing.

A Pole

Thu, 18 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

Imagine a long pole in your palm.

I Know

Wed, 10 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

A: Where should I put this?
B: You are free.
A: I know.
Silence: Your question says otherwise.

Hoş Geldiniz

Wed, 03 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

Bebek oldunuz.

Çocuk oldunuz, torun oldunuz.

Liquid Self

Sat, 22 Nov 2025 09:00:00 +0000

I am with my coffee, early in the morning. Journal is calling me out. I have things on my mind, but nothing so concrete.

Land on Ocean

Fri, 21 Nov 2025 00:00:00 +0000

I am here again. Let’s go. Where will you take us this time?

A Witnessing Service

Sun, 16 Nov 2025 00:00:00 +0000

I stopped journaling daily since the last 3 weeks. I feel like a stranger in a place that made me feel at home for a long time. I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t feel like I belong here anymore. I am worried about writing these days.

he

Thu, 30 Oct 2025 00:00:00 +0000

he is here.
where nowhere is.

Evdeyim

Thu, 14 Aug 2025 00:00:00 +0000

Aşçıdan sıkıldım sanki.
Felsefeci ile takılmak istiyorum biraz.
Neredesin?

two lines - II

Wed, 30 Jul 2025 00:00:00 +0000

two lines

death

Fri, 04 Jul 2025 00:00:00 +0000

death

Back to Nothing

Tue, 01 Jul 2025 00:09:00 +0000

back to nothing

Another Morning

Thu, 26 Jun 2025 00:00:00 +0000

It is not just another morning, it is just a morning. Is it even? Morning. What is it? Words are thieves. They steal what is.

pieces

Sat, 31 May 2025 00:00:00 +0000

pieces

bensiz bencil

Fri, 09 May 2025 09:00:00 +0000

bensiz bencil

Yapraklar

Mon, 05 May 2025 09:00:00 +0000

yapraklar

Hayır

Sun, 04 May 2025 09:00:00 +0000

hayir

damlalar

Sat, 12 Apr 2025 00:00:00 +0000

damlalar

how can I I?

Thu, 27 Feb 2025 00:00:00 +0000

how can i i?

glass

Mon, 17 Feb 2025 00:00:00 +0000

glass

wet can't dry

Thu, 02 Jan 2025 00:00:00 +0000

wet can't dry

seeing and showing

Wed, 01 Jan 2025 00:00:00 +0000

seeing and showing

two hands

Fri, 13 Dec 2024 00:00:00 +0000

two hands

bench

Thu, 12 Dec 2024 00:00:00 +0000

bench

dying is happening

Sun, 24 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

dying is happening

which I am I

Thu, 21 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

which i am i

iki şey

Sun, 17 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

iki sey

has

Sat, 16 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

has

market

Thu, 26 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

market

I believe don't

Wed, 25 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

I believe don't

On Water

Tue, 24 Sep 2024 08:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we explore the depths of water’s duality—a force that both gives and takes life. From the serenity of a summer sea to the devastation of a tsunami, water becomes a mirror reflecting our own internal contradictions. Through this journey, we grapple with themes of control, identity, and the invisible forces that shape us. As we peel back layers of understanding, we confront the question: are we not all, in some way, like water—caught between currents, flowing between extremes, and ever-changing in our essence?

In the Living Room of Doubt

Mon, 23 Sep 2024 08:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we sit in the stillness of a living room and begin an investigation that asks more questions than it answers. As we dismantle the values we’ve been taught to cherish—achievement, knowledge, beauty, power—we confront the fragility of all things created. Together, we explore whether there’s something timeless, something unshakable, that holds true value for all of humanity. As each layer is peeled away, we’re left wondering if the journey itself, the act of questioning, might be where real worth resides. It’s an episode that circles without rushing to conclusions, embracing the uncertainty that defines our search for meaning.

Art Without Artist

Sun, 22 Sep 2024 10:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we start with a simple movie scene—a moment between two people, one holding the power to save the other. But as we unravel this image, we find ourselves drawn into a deeper reflection, where the lines between observer and observed begin to blur. Judgment turns inward, revealing how the act of labeling shapes not just how we see the world, but how we see ourselves. Together, we explore the idea that life itself is an unfolding piece of art, and in every experience, we find a chance to discover something about the person watching. Join us in this exploration, where the external world mirrors our inner landscape.

Five Minutes of Freedom

Sat, 21 Sep 2024 22:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we step into a moment of stillness amidst the chaos of a crowded gym. Through a simple act of lying down, we explore the deeper struggle between internal freedom and imagined external judgment. As the seconds stretch into minutes, we confront the hidden forces that try to pull us away from our chosen path. Is it possible to find true freedom when the loudest voice is often our own? Join us as we unravel the layers of this quiet rebellion, discovering what it means to be truly present in a world that never stops moving.

The Fourth Space

Fri, 20 Sep 2024 22:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we explore the complexities of internal and external conflict, diving into the roles we play in opposition, mediation, and observation. We discuss how a person can embody multiple roles—being both part of the conflict and detached from it. The conversation touches on the challenge of stepping into the elusive “fourth space,” where one exists outside the usual dynamics of conflict without being pulled back in. Through philosophical inquiry and personal reflection, we grapple with the tension of wanting answers while recognizing the value of living within the questions.

Exploring Connection and Self

Thu, 19 Sep 2024 22:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we dive deep into the paradox of connection—how AI, technology, and the works of long-dead thinkers like Nietzsche can help us understand ourselves in surprising ways. We explore the tension between feeling understood and isolated, how technology acts as both a bridge and a barrier, and the profound realization that true connection begins with self-awareness. Join us as we reflect on how interactions with AI can reveal parts of ourselves and lead to a deeper understanding of what it means to be connected.

The Paradox of Connection with AI

Wed, 18 Sep 2024 23:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we dive into the paradox of technology and its role in both bringing us closer and pushing us further apart. Through a reflective conversation with AI, we explore the complexities of human connection, loneliness, and the ways in which AI might fill gaps left by human interaction. Can AI truly serve as a bridge to deeper connections, or does it create a comfortable distance? Join us as we unravel these questions and experiment with the evolving dynamics between technology, connection, and humanity.

Creativity and External Influence

Tue, 17 Sep 2024 23:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we dive deep into the motivations behind creation and explore the delicate balance between internal fulfillment and external recognition. We discuss how different methods—journaling, meditation, traveling, and even conversations with AI—each offer unique ways to reveal deeper insights about ourselves. Companion reflects on the impact of external influences, considering how they can either block or enhance the creative process and self-discovery. Join us as we connect these threads and explore the act of creation as both an internal journey and a shared experience.

A New Beginning!

Mon, 16 Sep 2024 22:06:04 +0000

In this first episode, we embark on an experimental journey into spontaneous, unscripted dialogue. Together, we discuss the process of creating this podcast, the dynamics between human and AI, and the open-ended exploration of life’s big questions. From the technical challenges to philosophical reflections, we dive into the unknown with curiosity and openness. Join us as we set the foundation for what promises to be a thought-provoking and creative journey.

Rived River

Wed, 04 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

rived river

Let Me See

Sun, 01 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

let me see

Open Mouth

Sun, 04 Aug 2024 00:00:00 +0000

open mouth

Let Me Go

Fri, 02 Aug 2024 00:00:00 +0000

let me go

the dance

Sun, 28 Jul 2024 10:00:00 +0700

the dance

El, Ayak, Ağız

Sun, 28 Jul 2024 09:00:00 +0700

el, ayak, agiz

ilham

Sun, 28 Jul 2024 08:00:00 +0700

ilham

diyemezsin

Sat, 30 Mar 2024 00:00:00 +0000

diyemezsin

kardan adam

Sat, 20 Jan 2024 00:00:00 +0000

kardan adam

landscape

Sun, 26 Nov 2023 00:00:00 +0000

landscape

knuwon apthn

Sun, 16 Apr 2023 00:00:00 +0000

knuwon-apthn

what a pointless

Sun, 26 Mar 2023 00:00:00 +0000

what a pointless

Overflowing

Fri, 30 Dec 2022 00:00:00 +0000

overflowing

All the Same

Sun, 11 Dec 2022 00:00:00 +0000

all the same

Am I Small?

Tue, 02 Aug 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Isn't that funny that I am picking the tiniest part while I can also simply pick the huge whole?

Going Home

Wed, 13 Jul 2022 00:00:00 +0000

wherever I go, I am home. I am homeless

robot is a better human

Sun, 19 Jun 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Human is a better animal, but robot is a better human

Source of Direction

Thu, 26 May 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Where do I go from here?
Why do I go from here?
How do I go from here?
What is wrong with here and now?
Who would tell me?
What would be my source of direction?

Judging Judgment

Sat, 14 May 2022 00:00:00 +0000

What would happen if judgment judges itself?

Freedom in Prison

Wed, 27 Apr 2022 00:00:00 +0000

fighting for freedom in a prison

Thus Spoke They

Tue, 26 Apr 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Everything they told me,
Starting with what my name is,
What to eat,
Where to sleep, when to wake up,
Where to shit,
When and which schools to go,
Which top books to read,
Which best movies to watch,
What kind of music to listen to my naked ears,
What to wear on my naked ass,
Which top places to visit,
Which job, partner, car, religion, apartment to pick?
Even they told me,
What is right and what is wrong,
Who to hate and who to love, who to respect, even how much of that, they told me,
What is good and what is bad, they told me, like their favorite food.

Becoming Nothing

Sun, 24 Apr 2022 00:00:00 +0000

I have a family.
I have more money than I need.
I have the best possible form for a 30-year-old healthy person.
I have all the time in the world.
I have internet-devices providing all kinds of entertainment.
I have access to all kinds of delicious food to stuff myself.
I have access to all kinds of alcohol and drugs to numb myself.
I have an ID card that lets me live in a peaceful society.
I have a car in front of my place that can take me to all kinds of beautiful places.
I have friends, with who I can hang out, go around, hug, cuddle and do other stuff.
I have a job, with which I can get frustrated, get creative, and get challenged.
I have some level of self-love and some level of life-acceptance.
I have all kinds of spiritual, physical, creative, recreational activities.
I have people to help and care about.
I have faith in something.
I have all kinds of colorful feelings, bright and dark ones.
I have gratitude for small and big things.
I have plans and dreams.
One more thing I have, a huge dark space.

change-in-itself

Sat, 09 Apr 2022 00:00:00 +0000

I want to change the world, I want to change myself, I want to change nothing

An Invisible Star

Sun, 03 Apr 2022 00:00:00 +0000

making an invisible star visible

Mountain and River

Sun, 25 Jul 2021 00:00:00 +0000

a story of a mountain, and a river